Thursday, April 2, 2009

God still cares...

Well... I still hate my jobs but I realized something tonight. God is still watching out for me. Every time I think I can't make it through a day I come home and my baby boy makes everything better. Today was the worst with the promise of a walk-through observation by my principal and some big wig curriculum lady and a meeting from 4-6 after school. Luckily the ladies came in during one of my trying but smart classes. They knew when to shut up and when they could talk. They were really mature and it surprised me because it was my class of ninth graders who are normally ridiculously silly and loud. I really like them but they are HARd to teach! Anyway. That went well and when I got home my beautiful baby boy was playing with his shape sorter in his highchair. We had a great night of tickeling sp? and laughter and I realized that I could not have made it through the year without him. At the beginning of the year I was so stressed that my hands were breaking out into tiny bubbles that itched and popped and scabbed. I have never seen such a thing but as soon as I took an I don't care attitude about my job... They went away. Oh, and Landry started sleeping a little more so that helped too. Now I just do what I can do during the day and enjoy the evenings with my precious gift. He's about to be one... My favorite quote from my favorite movie "Meet Joe Black" "40 years in the blink of an eye" "in this case it's "1 year in the blink of an eye... Where did it go?"